I'm considering whether or not to take the course as it is. On one hand, I'm always seeking new knowledge. On the other hand, there's a significant part of me that remains sceptical about any religious/spiritual course that is given entirely in a textbook format, with no direct human instruction.
I've been reading books and practicing along this path for many years, and if I were to take a course, I'd hope to put myself to a stronger intensity of training, and I'd want to be pushed more directly. I know, I can challenge myself, etc., but it's easy to argue and agree with myself. Every argument/debate with one's self eventually ends in a stalemate, or just self-agreement. Perfect balance leads to perfect stagnation, and I find that books aren't bringing me where I wish to be. I also wonder if this course will cover a great deal of material that I already know thoroughly.
Not only have I been walking this sort of path for many years in this lifetime, I have recollection of previous experiences (just not a complete memory of everything), and it's given me a strong foundation. I'm really hoping to be challenged to a new level... and I'm unsure whether this training course will be what I need.
Thoughts? Suggestions?
If nothing else, I'm delighted to finally find a forum for discussion, even if it's using the medium of internet communication and message boards.
