Don't worry you're not alone - your circumstances are identical to mine and I have recently gone back to my introductory pack and then bought the full course. There was something that happened when I listened that rang true to me and helped me awaken once more. I'd heartily recommend listening to the podcasts as well,
the mix of music, interview and subject lectures has been very helpful. It has been a long time since I have felt quite so awake and content - something that Druidry offers by the bucket load IMHO.
Good luck with your journey