Beautiful poem Kima. It is a positive thing that you found the place you needed to go, internally, to transmute this sorrowful and lonely experience into a beautiful song that speaks to the universal sense of loss everyone feels at one time or another. By reading your poem, someone who is feeling alone or sad can know that not only is there another person who feels the same way, but also, that even our negative and dark periods can yield beautiful fruit. Thank You for posting your poems. They have a self examining depth that speaks to a nature within us all, waiting to be discovered and shared.