I feel trapped. As if stuck in a rut,
Aware it's high time to move.
I'm ready, I'd welcome a change. But!
From where I am there's much to loose.
I feel trapped. Not shut up in a box.
Neither penned in a literal sense,
No, there are no bars, no locks!
Nor is there some great, high fence.
I feel trapped. Not becasue I can't go.
More because I realise I've changed.
I need more from life, I see, I know!
My spirit feels heavy as if restrained
I feel trapped. Yet there is more you see,
Here my very being feels downcast.
The feeling I can't run, can't flee!
It's time to be true to myself at last.
I feel trapped. That's all there is to say.
I need to work out what comes next,
Find what will help me get underway!
But, as you can see I'm somewhat vexed...
I feel trapped...
Which was first, is it darkness, is it light?