Ahem. First, and foremost, I shall admit that I am a Historical Nerd. I love history. Especially the truth and History from different perspectives. *pokes fingers together* Meh, I just love reading in general. My entire life has been spent learning, and I have no desire to stop. Any sort of knowledge is useful. In any event I've come into a bit of... not really a dilemna just an internal struggle.
Ah, the Romans. The conquered the known the world. Fascinating civilization. No other civilization excites me as much a the Romans do. Huns, Mongols, the Japanese, the Chinese... you think of every civilization that has built an Empire and there's something about the Romans that just grabs me. To sit in those columned senate buildings and forge an Empire. To wear a gladius at my side and a crimson cloak. To unify a people, to strengthen then, and to have that people dominate all around us. Under a single banner. Senatus Populusque Romanus. For the glory and honor of Rome and the Empire...
*shakes head and snaps out of it*
Man I have GOT to stop doing that. It's like a bad Jekyll and Hyde scenario! By day and night, Im your normal philosophical druid. Stick one of my old history books or a piece of fiction concerning Rome, and I'm ready to lead a Cohort against the Gauls!
The idea of the era just stirs a fire in my heart when I read about it. I respect it. I admire that empire. That power. That unity and cohesion that allowed then to forge an empire that lasted so long. So unbelievably long...
And I'd doing it again.
Must. Stop.THere's certain times and civilizations in history that grab me and draw me in, stirring my mind. But those of Rome's empire are by far the strongest.
And yet... what Rome stood (and feel when I read about it), and what I believe and practice are on opposite sides.
*sighs* I'm a Druid at heart. That is for sure. Yet... I don't know. Is there something wrong with me? Especially thanks to history. I can't ignore the event of Ynys Mon, but that wasn't my war! I wasn't there, and it never affected me. It was a strategic military attack, and nothing more, I know that. I'm not suppose to bear a grudge, and I don't. Old history that has never affected or bothered me. Yet something is still bothering me and I have NO idea what it is.
Advice oh wise teachers?







Well, thats a bit of a relief. I was expecting alot of flaming from admiring the Romans. Tis pleased to see otherwise.
but lets not get into that discussion the man did have a serious question!
